Pretty Bummed To Say the Least

Leukemia. Last night, at the show, one of my good friends Halie told me that she finally got the doctor's results back. She's got leukemia, and she's decided to just let it run its course. She doesn't want chemo or anything else. From what I've heard, she hasn't been diagnosed as terminal yet, but her body is still wearing down. She told us last night that she can't do anything without getting tired, and she's got to go through a bunch of other tests to see how far the cancer has progressed and how fast its moving.


I know that she's probably not going to die this year, but christ almighty... last year, it was Sarah, and now her, and she's only fifteen!!!!! I honestly don't know how to handle this... do I just... attract disaster or something?!

I don't know.

I can't think right now.